Dead Tired

The last week and a half has been pure hell. I haven't been getting home until late every night, always completely exhausted.

I honestly feel like I haven't slept in at least a week, though I've slept at least six hours each night.

I feel like school is getting harder now that I'm coming closer to my associates degree.

Work is getting harder because of my increased hours (though I love the pay).

Then there are family obligations on top of it all.

I feel like I am stretched so thin that I am not going to be able to do it all without going out of my mind.

I had intended on cutting back on my smoking and being completely smoke free by the Christma holidays, though that seems completely out of the window now. I get stressed out, I smoke.

It is better than getting completely drunk, I suppose.


I got my degree audit in the mail last week, informing me that I am close to the end of my degree program (which I already knew) and that I am eligible for graduation in the spring. I am excited yet afraid, wondering if I am going to be able to do it.

It is time to start planning on what I will be doing for my bachelor's degree now. I wish to stay at the school I am at, even though they don't offer all of the programs I want. It will be a decision I have to make by next fall.


Listening to the GazettE's latest right now (Toxic). To be honest, I'm not sure what I think about it yet. A lot of electronic influences, something different than what I am used to hearing from them. I won't be able to base a true opinion of it until I listen to the album a few times. For now it is good fuel for cleaning house and working on homework.