Chasing My Tail

No matter how hard I try, I feel like I am getting nowhere.

One week after having a wisdom tooth removed I have another toothache.

I need a root canal. I know I need a root canal. The root canal and crown will cost me about $1500. I don’t have that kind of money, so I am doing everything I can to try to earn the money. I have been given more hours at work, I’m working after hours at the shop, and I’ve got some merchandise that I am selling on eBay for Bossman. Even so, it seems like things aren’t happening fast enough. I am in a lot of pain, but I have to keep working harder and harder.

And I feel like I am getting nowhere, chasing my tail.

I know life isn’t supposed to be easy, but it doesn’t necessarily have to suck as hard as it is now. School is getting overwhelming, and keeping medicated at all times to calm the tooth pain isn’t helping any.

Readers of this blog must think I endlessly bitch and whine. I assure you that this is not the case. You get all of the bitch and whine here because I cannot do it in my life outside of the internet!

If I stop moving, I may not start again. I am so tired.