Feelings Rant

How is one supposed to feel when you've been lead on and then dropped by someone you trust?

Everyone has had that happen, I'm sure.

I feel rather like this:

But on the same token I just want to let loose with anger and do something like this: 

I have a tendency to hold grudges. It's very childish of me, I know, I just cannot help it. When I feel wronged by someone and they act like it is all fine and dandy, how else should I feel? 

Like you say you're going to do me a favor and then all of a sudden you can't do it because of some other sort of circumstances? 

This can only happen so many times before I can't take it anymore. I already deal enough with shit as it is with illness, I don't have time for someone to lead me on about something and then back out at the last second for whatever God awful reason they have. 

In the end, it leaves me feeling like this: 

In other news, I'm not sure if I've blogged about my sister being ill, but she's starting to get better! She sprained her ankle at a concert and has been pretty much home bound ever since. That's not a bad thing, but we live on opposite sides of the city and I've missed my time with my sister and my babies (her children). 

I was also given the chance to try some amazing skin products that are supposed to target fine lines like the lovely little buggers that have popped up around my eyes. Aging is such a bitch. That will be here in a few weeks, and a review will be posted as soon as I start seeing some results. Hopefully this product works as well as it claims!

Thank you for listening to my rant, and if you have any advice on what to do when you feel slighted please let me know. I really want to somehow rectify this situation without blowing up on the person and acting like a huge baby. 

Check my new signature, yo,

Yeahyah!